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Look up autism, look up empath. Ask yourself did I do something to a misunderstood autistic person? Healers need to forgive!
Look up autism, look up empath. Ask yourself did I do something to a misunderstood autistic person? Healers need to forgive!
Since I never had the ability to actually give a true defense, I'll be posting photos, screen shots and everything in regards to the person who caused trauma. Actual communication that was agreed on by both individuals was key. Not involving a dipshit who lied and caused the issues. YOU GOT BETTER WITH ME AS FRIEND.
Obviously I have lots of conversations and have access to information. I can show what i called and call friendship along with being my Naturopathic Doctor using massage therapy to help. It's unfortunate you said we were never friends causing the harm to me after leading me on and using me for money as people have explained to me. In your words which i have audio of "We are not friends, we were never friends." No sane person or even friend would spend over 10-15k on massage therapy in such a short time. No good business person would treat their best ever customer with the resentment and way just because someone else is brainwashing you they are better. I always gave information with the context go look it up.
When I said I'll report you to the IRS I wasn't saying it in a baselessway. You know I was correct and it was said because of your hurtful comments and ending the friendship. As well as say we were never friends. You knew friendship was the most important thing not the massages and giving and spending money helping you. Still I wonder do you truly understand the impact I made in your life and the moment in time I ended up being in it. I have lots to say and will later.
I only defended myself and never did present the evidence. Although I reported you after I owned a website that I made blogs to help me while my therapist had to take time off and you reported me. Everything i did was a response. Think about it. You did this to me and I responded. When we actually talked things always improved until you used my autism sensitive empathic nature against me. Especially if needing money. Go from telling me don't talk to a canceled appointment happens and I become the person you want to spend time with if I spend money on a massage. Knowing they helped my anxiety and other issues.
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Although I'm sure your actions on me and what I responded with impacted you. Which i didn't know until I found out by our short conversation in February 2022. My heart was to big and I wanted to think you actually cared and want to believe you were a friend. This is why I didn't report you but I believe more and more I made a mistake. I should have in September 2021 reported the massage therapy malpractice, the irs tax fraud and other activities. When I said I would because anyone else is would have. But since I cared so much as friend and seeing you heal and be happy I couldn't. I sit in front of my computer crying as I read the forms and process I needed to go through. Because I didn't lie I was truthful. The happiness you brought me in what I later would realize in June of 2021 was you were like a big sister. Not a lover or mate. The love I had for you was the same. Although weird because yes at first I was attracted to you and even tried to ask you out on a date after we talked on the phone for over 2 hours. Which you even said you haven't done in you can't remember when. I still have a little hope you were not using me and you actually were my friend. Because even today I cry knowing how much I did but how horrible I was treated in the end. What I was so happy about was having someone I finally felt comfortable talking to about things. A true friend who then later months later said we were never friends. June of 2021 I felt invincible and happy and confident like I was in my 20s. Not depressed and hopeless. I couldn't say everything because your brothers death but I regret it all the time i didnt. I'd just say you are like family. But you were more. I knew you were like a big sister which I already stated. It was weird because my attractiveness towards you was different even but couldn't say or understand.
What Dipshit did and said at the end and the accusations without apologies was horrendous. I'll be glad when we goes before God and needs to answer for it. He's the only person i wish a painful death on. It will come to him in this life or the next. His actions caused great harm.
Blonde to black hair. Changing your look doesn't change what you did to me. Don't cover up the harm you did to a patient and client.
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Step into Yoda in the Matrix's world and discover a unique perspective on my life after a Natropathic doctor caused great trauma PTSD. This website is a place to share my thoughts, ideas, and experiences with the world. Learning I'm autistic. Learning I'm an Empath. Understanding why people with titles can also cause the most pain. I finally was tearing off walls and then that came to horrible end. Accused of something someone else did with no apology although it was proven I didn't do it. Treated horribly after I was a patient and friend who spent many thousands of dollars. Accused by another friend who never met me who is a stalker. I have proof. Once I can calm down anxiety which has been helped by CBD but waking up to wanting help from Dr. A.W. because June 2021 was the first time I didn't feel depressed in years. That didn't last long by how I was treated the nest month which I did get an apology, sorda. I ALWAYS CARED. MY ACTIONS AFTER WHAT WAS DONE TO ME WAS ADVICE FROM THERAPIST, FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I still was defensive when people said horrible things about Dr A.W.
I have everything to build a studio and produce a short film telling my story.
This site will change as I get more time to revisit and make it look better. I will also share how a Natropathic Doctor who I thought was a friend created a traumatic experience. Who didn't want to listen that I'm autistic and later find out I'm an empath. Who I deeply cared for like an amazing sister and she then said "We were never friends" after many thousands of dollars spent. I have audio! Not sure how good it is. I have other information that until this day hasn't been looked at. Facebook profile up until June 2021. If I'm ever to help the anxiety link between Dr. A.W. and any anxiety I have I'll go through and post to another website. Unfortunately if a conversation never happens which might help the trauma created; I will spend thousands making sure when Natropathic doctors can get licensed that this person never is able to receive hers. I wish the best but if a healer can't even talk to someone who she mistreated at the end, made blatantly false accusations, helped with anxiety issues then used it with I'm sure the help of a dipshit stalker(have the evidence) guy to get me in trouble, how I even defended Dr. A.W. with my therapist who wanted to report and turn in and said Dr. A.W. would try to reach out if done, only when my therapist took a break I needed an outlet and found it which turned into a mess in Dec 2022, reported her massage therapist when I was attacked also because my mental health therapist said she guaranteed she'd reach out, everything I say can be proven.
My biggest thing now is to talk and see if the trauma caused now linked to all anxiety can be helped. With a therapist or without. Trauma can be proven because how much Dr. A.W. meant to me that when she said "we are no longer friends... we were never friends." I felt used especially after I was warned that Dr. A.W. was using me even if I didn't want to believe it. I did more in all the months that nobody in her life has done as well as seen all of A.W. from high points to low points. My guess is I seen Dr. A.W. like almost nobody has seen who she puts on an act and image that helped her get through her days because of her problems and mental health issues. I was getting better with her help and ignored things done to me and being used because I felt better helping her and felt better myself. ....
More to come. A professional video will be done when I get the time. Websites and multi media take time. It's not like driving through Burger King ordering an impossible burger. I know the new site I seen needs work ...FYI.
Last year, 2023, was a horrible year. Wrongfully terminated from my job and then losing my brother 6 days later. I still think the worst life experience was what happened to me in September 2021 by a Natropathic Doctor who I thought I was a friend. I don't got a day without trying to think what if we both talked without the horrible advice from others. When we talked with out the outside influence we gained progress. I spent my business money helping this person. Thinking and knowing if we actually did the stuff I said I'd get in return more than 10 fold. Seeing someone at so many different levels and bonding over trauma. Creating a trauma bond to then be treated by Dr. A.W. like I was nothing and meant nothing. I said friendship was all that mattered. You spoke the words I thought my mom was wrong about that I was being used. Saying "...we were never friends." All recorded fyi. Of course I'd say a hurtful thing back what you think I don't fight back in words since I'd rather be shot by you then hear that. I wish we could talk and out that behind and truly move forward. Hopefully helping both with the pain that was caused. I still think of you as a spirtual sister! I have so much more to say. I will eventually produce a video. I have all the equipment that could have made you successful that was meant for me along with my money to get a start. We really didn't talk about it.
Anyways. DR. A.W. I hope you are well. I think about daily still. Anxiety, stress, pain and even happiness is tied to you. CBD HAS HELPED MY ANXIETY!
It's all in your hands but I can speak freely. I will even if itmeans I need to fight and die for what I feel and believe. The love was like family not boyfriend/girlfriend, hello! I just never knew how to tell you because of your brother and how I felt I was being treated the same at the end.
"“Always with you what cannot be done. Hear you nothing that I say?…You must unlearn what you have learned."
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